September 10, 2012
Today has been a rough day for me. I was supposed to go to a 6:30pm meeting, but I bailed because it was a birthday meeting. I did what J. (sponsor) asked me to do and called 3 women. Fortunately, I knew 2 of them, but I was still nervous. Now, it’s 9pm, and I just got of a meeting, and I’m left with a feeling of emptiness. My head hurts and my mind is running in all directions. I can’t think straight. All I really want to do is go to sleep. I talked to E. (best friend & confidant from home) all day, which cheered me up, but it didn’t restore me. I suppose that’s important to realize too - someone can’t “fix” me.
Whoa. And this was dated 6 days after I got clean. Talk about the changes I’ve experienced since then!
The O’Jays’ “Love Train” is playing after Ludo’s “Love Me Dead” just ended.
Did I mention I just got out of an emotional counseling session too?
I was taking a picture for my friend but wasn’t happy with the shots I had taken. I realized I was listening to Queen’s Fat Bottomed Girls, so I changed it to something a little more appropriate - J. Geils Band Centerfold.
Don’t you just love it when music can make or break the personality of a photo?
You called me up drunk.
DOES THE FUN EVER START?!
What the hell just happened? I was listening to “Love Me Dead” and I see this post… Does this EVER happen to anyone else??