Everything you ever wanted to know (and some things that you didn't...). Welcome to my reality. Grab a chair and a glass of wine. (You'll need it.)
As I looked through my SLAA basic text, I found this…
September 10, 2012
Today has been a rough day for me. I was supposed to go to a 6:30pm meeting, but I bailed because it was a birthday meeting. I did what J. (sponsor) asked me to do and called 3 women. Fortunately, I knew 2 of them, but I was still nervous. Now, it’s 9pm, and I just got of a meeting, and I’m left with a feeling of emptiness. My head hurts and my mind is running in all directions. I can’t think straight. All I really want to do is go to sleep. I talked to E. (best friend & confidant from home) all day, which cheered me up, but it didn’t restore me. I suppose that’s important to realize too - someone can’t “fix” me.
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Whoa. And this was dated 6 days after I got clean. Talk about the changes I’ve experienced since then!
I feel as bipolar today as my music.
The O’Jays’ “Love Train” is playing after Ludo’s “Love Me Dead” just ended.
Did I mention I just got out of an emotional counseling session too?
Musical irony.
I was taking a picture for my friend but wasn’t happy with the shots I had taken. I realized I was listening to Queen’s Fat Bottomed Girls, so I changed it to something a little more appropriate - J. Geils Band Centerfold.
Don’t you just love it when music can make or break the personality of a photo?
The laST ONE
HAROLD REMEMBERED TO PUT ON HIS SASSY PANTS TODAY
Hahahaha these kids!
(Source: theinturnetexplorer)
It’s actually true
FOR SCIENCE
And they said my English Lit/ Writing degree had nothing to do with my Psychology/ Biochemistry degree. Silly people.
(via copious-cuddles)
YOU’RE A PARASITIC PSYCHO-FILTHY CREATURE FINGER BANGING MY HEART.
You called me up drunk.
DOES THE FUN EVER START?!
What the hell just happened? I was listening to “Love Me Dead” and I see this post… Does this EVER happen to anyone else??
everything is a boomerang if you throw it upwards
I can’t express how much I laughed at this. My mind just expanded a bit. In the words of Sheldon Cooper, “Gravity, thou art a heartless bitch.”
(via tastefullyoffensive)
Indeed, the great paradox of the writer’s life is how much time he spends alone trying to connect with other people.
Betsy Lerner, The Forest for the Trees (via dlanadhz)
*This quote eloquently sums up the greater portion of my life.
(via yeahwriters)
